1. ok. i think i will change the title later. it’s been a while since i last posted on here. i’m still a bum so why not update? lololololol. i have a good news for myself. it’s my first time to win a contest lolololol! it was on instagram. i did a little effort. the theory why i won was maybe because no one joined? hahahaha! i will receive a gift writing pack, and a free afternoon tea with the writer AA Patawaran. well it’s my chance to ask for some advice. well i always asked advice from different people. all they told me was to write all the time. read and write. I’m somewhat excited about the writing gift pack.
2. I had a strange dream two days ago. it was weird. before i went to sleep I was reading Linda goodman’s sunsigns. (an astrology book lol) i have been reading that at national bookstore when i was a student. to the point the guard shooed me. (by the way the contest i won is tied up with national bookstore. hahahaha) i was reading about the VIRGO man. i don’t know but im a diehard virgo fan. maybe because it’s the opposite sign of pisces. and my rising sign gemini is strange attractors with virgo. so after that i went to bed. (i sleep on the sofa) lol. and i was instantly transported to dreamland. and it was the end of the world. i was with my aunt (who’s a virgo) and there’s a mob inside our subdivision entrance trying to hold hands with us. we escaped and then I was with Jesus Christ. I held his hand and checked that I wasn’t on the verge of sinning. Then i pointed far away.. a statue of him and I told him. OH, we werent supposed to worship that. then the statue melted. Then i pointed to the sky and saw the small dipper. and there was a shooting star. i forgot what i wished for. lol. and in the middle of the dream i kept on checking my smule if i had recorded my jealous duet with some random smule user. and in the background was the song jealous by Nick Jonas. and then I woke up. and i thought well.. maybe Jesus was a virgo. because my dream theme is Virgo. and to my surprise, when I checked Nick Jonas’s sun sign it was also Virgo. lolololol. so see? it was really all about Virgos.
3. i still don’t know what to do with my life. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I should be looking for a job. but i want to study again. well i never stopped writing on my crappy children stories. lol. they’re crap because i cant make money out of them, but these stories really make me happy. you know the feeling of pure joy and contentment? lololol.
4. last night my sister and i talked about Twin flame. it’s more like a soulmate. but what differentiates them is soulmates could only be a relative, a friend or whoever. so a twin flame means your other half. we discussed about how do you meet your twin flame.
a. you met unexpectedly- check
b. you could talk for long hours- check
c. it seems that you two have known each other for a long time even if you have just met. – check
d. you have the same tastes. -check
e. etc. – check (too lazy to write all the points)
so the question is? have i found my twin flame? the answer is no. lol. why? because all categories fell under different people. one each. hahahahahaha. for example, i loved elvis when i was young. the only person i know who loved elvis in the same timeline was bruno mars. whahahahahah. oh, rubbish! im not sure about my twin flame because I have a large variety of interests, which dont usually mix. like anime, nintendo and ayn rand. lol. and astrology, palmistry, religion and personal research. sometimes i feel like two different persons in one body. yeah, it’s a personality disorder. lolololololol. im afraid of losing my mind. hahahahaha. i hate how the world works. (the physical: money, sex and violence) well violence in videogames is ok. though i prefer mario. (killing a goomba by just jumping on it hahahahahaha) i love the big bang theory and family guy. i like adventure stories with boy protagonists. k enough of my boring self.
5. one of my best friends is getting married. (some of them already have their own families. ) and im going to be the maid of honor. cool. but i dont think i will be getting married. im not being pessimistic about it. im just being sarcastically realistic. lololololol. I mean, getting married is once in a lifetime. so would you get married even if you can’t get married the way you want to? whahahahahahaha. my dream wedding is a musical. because i love singing and dancing. so it should be a mini concert or something. i want a unique wedding. a remarkable one. (at least I will never forget it for the rest of my life) but i have got tons of problems regarding my dream wedding. 1. no groom. that’s the main problem. whahahahahahahaha. im not in a relationship. i dont have a twin flame. and if ever my possible groom comes. i dont think he will like the idea of a musical wedding. i bet he’s a talent-less person. lol. because im attracted to simple guys. those who are very normal. boring. lol. well let’s not judge the person. or maybe i should work hard so i could afford to invite my favourite singers to my wedding. hahahahaha. dream on!!!!!!
ok enough of my rants. i think i would just listen to youtube. or play criminal case. i havent been able to upload my written episodes because mee no wifi. lol. see you later!
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