I am about to start writing on my series which is on its third season. I made a little note about the details of my characters’ super powers. because it is intended to be a video game. but here i am, blogging. WHy? Simple. I am distracted. lol. Yesterday I was invited by my friend to watch suicide squad. since it was his treat, i didn’t mind what are we going to watch. lol. yet i still suggested before to try a local film. SO he commented that i should be a movie buff and watch marvel stuff etc because guys love movies. Alright, at first i had no interest in the movie but after watching it, it seemed like i was more drawn to the movie than my friend. I wanted to discuss the effects and the characters’ situation but he didn’t give me go signal based on how he reacted. SO i just kept the comments inside my mind. Therefore, i have plenty of reasons to love suicide squad. Mind you, i rarely post something earthy. i dont know the exact word for it. Mainstream? things which normal people love. lol. I am usually focused on my thoughts, my works, my broken self lol. Yeah but i loved the movie and thank him for the opportunity. i didnt say thanks to him by the way lol. First, the enchantress’ powers looked like one of my villain’s SUPER attack. but way different in color, radius and effects. lol. and i love villains by the way. I was controlling myself from crying while watching (not the emotional dialogues) i dunno. the effects? the fight scenes? lol. maybe because i feel like a villain myself (but i am a good citizen. a good jobless citizen) And, one of my interests before watching the movie is, if, someone can surpass Health Ledger’s portrayal of the JOker. And so, Jared Leto did a very good job. HANDS DOWN! he’s my favourite joker now. LOL. I am just happy i got the chance to watch something that inspired me to do better in writing my series. i won’t deny that my heart and mind is really into creating video games.I mean it sounds impossible. But come on. nothing is impossible as long as you don’t stop working hard to achieve it. So maybe i should explore the physical world to get ideas, to compare etc, because the field i have chosen is user- interface related. lol. it involves graphics. oh dear. it just feels weird a movie has caught my interest.
and since my favourite topic is myself, lol. I realized that being an INTP (yup i still have this MBTI Hangover) and based on personal observation and comments from people i know, that i really dont pay attention to my outward appearance. im not ugly, but i am not appealing anymore (unlike ten yrs ago lol). i also miss people’s feelings. i miss the fun as well. because i am only focused on my stories. and my thoughts. I will give you an example about how lost i am when i’m in my thoughts. The Philippines is a tropical country right? Ive lived in a cold country for five years and when i got home i didn’t mind the scorching heat. Because i was busy thinking. LOL. when i stopped thinking i felt the sun’s rays and then i wondered what’s the temperature in degrees? lol. i am a good observer but i really do get lost in my thoughts. Anyways, i also have pondered about not getting married or having a family. I have reasons (might as well overthinking results). i might turn my kids into monsters. lol. I had difficulty in dealing with people when i was young (and yup my family had no idea about this) i might become a dictator and push my kids to pursue science and math. and it wont hurt to do some sports. lolololol. enough of that. at the moment i am not interested in love. the so called one great love? nahh. im in love with what i do. writing. and i think i have a little crush on Jared leto. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. so if i have the time, i am going to watch some of his movies. to see if i really have a crush on him. because if i dont find him amusing in his other roles, it means i have a crush on Joker. lol.
P.S. i saw on Youtube that he is possibly an INTJ lol.
fast forward to future 