all’s swell that ends swell.

it’s been a while. i never thought that i’d be updating this blog since i was or should be busy. (excuse me for the wrong grammar.. thanks lol) while typing i can feel my right ring finger ache. well, in my last post i told you there’s an upcoming good news. it was the opposite. and i don’t want to tackle about my crush because i am paranoid that someone will find out who am i talking about. even my family doesn’t know about this blog. well no one knows that i have this blog. (hopefully). out of paranoia i removed the link of this blog from my old blog. lol. lololololol. and im not sure if writing here is a good thing. because i intended to review for my upcoming exam. hahahahahaha. maybe i have accepted the fact that i’m going to fail class. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i’ll just have to be prepared for the future. the irony of my blog title. this i-just-can’t-get-enough feeling of wanting to see myself fail again. i know what i want, yet i don’t push myself to the limits. because i don’t want to exhaust myself. i never changed. again, im still the person i knew ten years ago. i know people get tired of hearing me whine and complain—i am going to cut my reklamos muna. LOL. i got excited because Charlie Puth is coming to Manila! hahahahahaha! my mum is a big fan! okay enough of the drama. i live for the moment! and whatever we do in life…we shouldn’t blame it on others. so im going to update this blog soon. i will tell you how it feels to fail. and add another lapse to my ultimate dream. hahahahaha